Join date: Jul 11, 2021

I am a 45 yr old Divorced Mother of 3 grown boys. I have been with the love of my life for the last year. I fell in love with him about 5 yrs ago. But he was in a relationship and it wasn't with me. I couldn't take it so I moved 15 hours away and tried to forget about him. Until I found out his girlfriend had passed away. I packed immediately and returned to Virginia. We started dating and are now living together. I never thought I would be able to have him as my boyfriend. I am so in love with him i am sure I am driving him crazy because I am very paranoid that he will cheat on me because of past relationships and things he himself has done. He says he is faithful to me and I truly want to believe him. i would love to not feel this way anymore. But he has lied to me about other women and spent time with other woman and made me feel very uncomfortable about. He moved out and had another woman living in the house he was staying in. I don't believe he would have approved of me doing the things he has done. I wouldn't have done them because I wouldn't want him to feel how I did. But I need to forgive him and move forward or our relationship will never make it. I need help with this. My heart breaks a little bit more every time I think about it. I truly love this man with all of my heart though.

Dawn Carney